On my mind at the moment

I'm sitting here with Shorty Squirms sleeping in my lap.


I'm watching The View. They are talking to snipped John Wayne Bobbitt. It is still kind of funny to me.  He seems like a jerk!


I just bathed Shorty Squirms and he smells like Heaven. I'm sure this is what heaven smells like for moms.


I'm thinking what the hell am I going to do when I have to go back to work. I have to tell this special time in my life good bye.  That makes me angry just thinking about it.


I miss Wyatt and Waylon so much during the day but I know everyone is better off with this arrangement. I would get no rest if they were all here. Judge if you will.


I need to clean the kitchen, fold and put away laundry, but I would rather sit here and smell this little guy.  And take advantage of this short time that feels like it is in fast forward.  See, its noon already!  


My main thought when I look at him is "oh my gosh"  because he is that adorable and precious.


I'm hungry. Actually I'm always hungry and worry about the amount of food I eat and being able to make enough food for this little guy to eat.  He never seems satisfied in the evenings. That's why I don't think he is getting enough. I guess I need to try to increase the supply some how.


He was good to me last night. I'm not going to say how good because that would totally jinks it. So that's all I'm sayin!  


Time to get something to eat!!